Real. Life.
Ok. It's been a long while, like a year and a half. Whatever. It happens. That's Real life... When I started Flours & Diamonds I had hoped to fill it up with all kinds of recipes, adventures, anecdotes, etc. And maybe for a while, I did that. But now I think it's time to turn another page... November 2014 we found out I was pregnant. December 2014 we told our families January 2, 2015 we found I was having a miscarriage January 27, 2015 I shared that with all of you Post-miscarriage life wasn't easy for me. I was angry, felt alone for some pieces because Frank doesn't outwardly grieve and I felt I needed that from him. I felt I needed to know he was affected, too. I sought counseling, struggled when I heard people close to me were pregnant, and broke down at the mere mention of someone asking me if/when we were having kids. Life was real, and I hated most of it. It took about 2 years for me to fully recover and feel "ok" with my lot in life a